Well, I guess its about time for an update. Lets see whats new... Chadd and I broke up last week. I guess it was a mutual kinda thing.We are supposed to stay friends, but its not really working out. Things are just really weird. Since we broke up I have noticed alot of things that I really don't like about him, but I still really want to be friends with him. I hate to say this, but I really miss him. I don't ever want to date him again though, because I don't feel like I would be able to trust him, and I am not putting myself through this again. Whatever, we aren't even talking, so thats not something I really even need to worry about. I really want to talk to him, I'm just not sure that I should. I don't know if he really meant it when he said that I was his best friend and that he wanted to stay friends, or if he was just trying to let me down easily. God this is all so confusing. I can never catch him alone anyways, since we broke up there always seems to be a group of girls surrounding him, its kinda strange. Well I guess its really not all that strange, considering the reason we broke up, but whatever. Okay thats enough about Chadd, because I feel really lame now. I gave blood today, which was cool. Other than that not much has been happening. So I guess thats it.

</3</3 Shana

Oh yeah I got a MySpace, you should check it out...its bananaxshana

Hooray for being unemployed!

So I quit my job today. I will no longer be serving ice cream to the good people of Pittsburg Kansas. I am also poor now. Oh well...I have time to sleep now which is better than all the money in the world.

Okay so I figured its time for an update. So a couple of things have happened since the last time I blessed you all with an update. Uhm... well school started, its pretty lame. I am currently taking a drivers ed class and in less than a week I will have a drivers licence, which rocks so much fucking ass. Oh yeah, the best thing that happened though is that I met a boy. He is quite possibly the coolest boy in the world and I love him very much. His name is Chadd and we have been together for a month but it seems like waaaaay longer. Anywho, heres a survey I did on June 8th, I'm gonna take it to see if any of the answers have changed.

--Shana

41 Things You'd Never Think to Ask...

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? Oh oh! This one has changed, yes I have!

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coaster? noo.--still the same

3. When's the last time you've been sledding? I don't remember.--still the same

4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? It totally changed...I wanna sleep with Chadd!!!

5. Do you believe in ghosts? I'm not sure.--same

6. Do you consider yourself creative? nah.--same

7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? probably.--same

8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? Angelina Jolie.--same

11. Can you honestly say you know anything about politics? George W. Bush is the president right? Okay so I might know a little bit more now since I am taking a current events class and also government, so it has changed a little.

10. Do you know how to play poker? kind of.--same

11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? yeaah.--cant really change this one.

12. What's your favorite commercial? The Sour Patch Kids commercials.--same

13. Ever danced in the rain? yehp.--same, actually I did it not to long ago...

14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around, would you do anting bad? probably not...I changed it...I might...

15. Do you like twinkies? sure do.--I still fucking love me some twinkies...but I prefer Twonkies(inside joke...kinda)

16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees? neither.--pretty much the same, although I do find myself saying "so...how about them Yankees?" alot more lately...damn uncomfortable moments.

17. Have you ever been ice skating? yeh.--same

18. How often do you remember your dreams? most of the time.--not often any more, which is fine because the only thing I ever dream about is Dairy Queen...those bitches ate my soul!

19. When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried? I don't remember.--In World History when I played the name game with Cody and realized that Cody rhymes with Fody...hahahaha, its not really that funny, I don't know whats wrong with me.

20.  Can you name 5 songs by The Beatles? Yeah,  Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds, Lady Madonna, Help, Yellow Submarine, and Come Together.--still the same

21. What's the one thing always on your mind? I don't know.--totally changed...I'm lame, because its Chadd. God I'm one of those annoying girls now, THANKS ALOT CHADD!

23. Do you know who BaBa Booey is? nope.--same

24. Do you always wear your seat belt? nah.--I wear it all the time now, because I don't wanna die.

25. What super power do you wish you had? read minds.--same

26. Do you like sushi? Never had it.--same

27. Have you ever narrowly avoided a fatal accident? no.--same

28. What do you wear to bed? Some sort of pajamas.--same

29. Does size really matter? depends on what your talking about.--same

31. Do you truly hate anyone? yeah.--same

32. Rock or Rap? rock!--same

33. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be? I don't know, right now I'm kinda obsessed with Edward Norton, but I also lurve Adam Lazzara from Taking Back Sunday.--same but lets add Pete Wentz and Pat Stump from Fall Out Boy...

34. Do you know anyone in jail? yeah.--I don't remember who I know in jail...I might have been lying on that one...

35. Have you ever sang in front of the mirror? All the time.--same, but not as often any more, I have less privacy than I used to.

37. What food do you find disgusting? Ochre.--same, also I discovered today that pigs head is also considered a food which makes me want to vomit and also did you know that you can eat cactus?

38. Did you ever play, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours?" hahah no.--kidna...

40. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew? yeah.--yehp, did it the other day...

41. Have you ever been punched in the face? No, but I've punched someone in the face.--same

So I haven't updated in forever, and a lot of shit has happened. I guess the first really big thing that happened was my house burning down. I don't really know what happened 'cause I wasn't there, but I no longer have a house. Another thing that happened is that I moved to Pittsburg Kansas. I'm staying with my aunt right now, but my dad is looking for a house down here. I also have a job now. I work at Dairy Queen, its not too bad, I actually kinda like it. Oh yeah, I think my dad fell out of his tree when the house burned down. He is doing all kinds of crazy shit that he would have never done before. He bought like 8 cars,  a motorcycle, a boat, a bunch of guns, and all kinds of stupid shit. I don't know, he is an odd man. Other than that not a lot of other stuff is going on. I've just been going to work and sleeping and all that fun stuff. I enroll in school this week and school starts next week, I'm kinda excited. I miss all my friends in Wichita really really really a million times bad. I want to come see everyone and get some of my shit together, but my schedule at work is crazy and school starts soon, so that sucks. Okay so I guess that's about it, so bye.

--Shana